Calming Down and Slowing Down

that is how I am going to deal with all the bull&#@(. I normaly operate on overdrive at work. Trying to make sure I get everything done, done perfectly and quickly. Being the best. Notice me notice me. See how good I am. Well That has been a failure so I am slowing down, taking my time, killing them with kindness. It is very difficult to try and slow down to everyone elses speed. Makes me feel like I am crawling. But it should keep me out of trouble